Yes, your having a night terror. Find one for 4-5 grand and put 5-6 grand in it and have one worth 20,000 you cannot sell, for that, but you would know you have one that is worth the price.
If I could fiind a Southern Cal, or Arizona T4R with 10, 000 miles in it, I might think I was dreaming.
With, no rust anywhere and maintenance records that indicated it was serviced every 6 months, that would be dream, but otherwise your not dreaming, your having a ****ing nightmare...