Glad you are ok. As everyone else has said, the runner's crossed the rainbow bridge. :rip:
I see everyone saying plow into the deer, and I've always heard that... but when the time comes and SOMETHING is all-of-a-sudden in your way, your instinct is to avoid a collision. It's hard to make yourself go ahead and smash into it in that split instant.
Several years back, I was driving from Pensacola FL to Little Rock AR. I've always favored driving at night, but of course, that's when most animals are out as well. I lost count just South of Memphis at 150 deer. The deer that was standing in the middle of the road, that I barely missed by mere inches, indeed made me swerve. I missed it by no more than a couple inches, but I honestly don't know if I could have driven into it, simply due to muscle memory. Your body is programmed to swerve.