I've been in the worst mood ever since Walt died. People at work have noticed a decrease in my performance and quality along with my general demeanor. My internet girlfriend thinks she did something judging by my silence and constant responses of, "Don't worry about it, you wouldn't understand." My moods have constantly shifted from anger to sorrow with tears of pain mixed in here and there. I saw a doctor first thing Monday morning and he prescribed reruns but they're just not the same now that he is gone. I have to accept he's not coming back.